My relationship with my Dad

Some days I hate him.  Others I love and miss him dearly.

Over the past 10 or so years, at his mother’s (my Nanny) insistence, our relationship improved.  Slowly but over the past year after his cancer came back I thought it was pretty good.  He would talk to me about his options, ask for my opinion, etc…

I now realize I was just a pawn so that he could gain attention from my Step-mother, Elly.  After putting the pieces together that was what he used me for, especially over the past year!


One Comment to “My relationship with my Dad”

  1. wow I so admire your strength and courage – thank you for sharing – I know it isn’t easy!!

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